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Orion revamp= moonage daydream by SuperAlphaWolf Orion revamp= moonage daydream :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 7 0 teach your dog to use some damn cutlery by SuperAlphaWolf teach your dog to use some damn cutlery :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 3 0 Upand0ver commission- Jean by SuperAlphaWolf Upand0ver commission- Jean :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 3 4 slugs not drugs by SuperAlphaWolf slugs not drugs :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 18 2 Night Heart by SuperAlphaWolf Night Heart :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 3 3 Don't be shy, Tabery Bee! by SuperAlphaWolf Don't be shy, Tabery Bee! :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 5 18 tw: chin up, strive on by SuperAlphaWolf
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Pinipy's icon by SuperAlphaWolf Pinipy's icon :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 9 0 kanny by SuperAlphaWolf kanny :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 6 4 Orion OC by SuperAlphaWolf Orion OC :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 3 0 Arthur the cat by SuperAlphaWolf Arthur the cat :iconsuperalphawolf:SuperAlphaWolf 3 8
Fairy-tale madness
A story starts at the beginning, and that is where mine starts.
It does not start at the beginning of life, nor the beginning of a journey, or a magical adventure, it starts at the beginning of my warm insanity, when it first pulled me into its body, the first time I felt its comfort.
I remember waking up one morning to carvings. On the floor. Ripping the wallpaper and digging into the plaster underneath. And I looked at my hand and sighed, because I held a pair of scissors, and they glinted in the grey light. And they were very pretty. And I accepted my mind was going, and that I had carved the walls and floors. And for the first time in many years I felt comforted, I felt satisfied at my insight.
From there my moments of consciousness- moments I knew who I was, where I was, had control over my hands and limbs and expressions- declined rapidly. I wake up now sometimes to cuts in my legs and spiderwebs of scratches on my belly, and unreadable words written on the walls in my own blood.
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(I wish you wouldn't keep secrets)
You were never in any real danger,
Even though you wore a noose around your neck,
You displayed it like it was a prize.
I saw the shadow of lies behind your irises.
And I knew the lightning blood vessels  in your eyes weren't from crying
You didn't cry. You never cried,
You laughed on the day you confronted me,
But you didn't smile and--
I saw your demons perched on either shoulder, whispering obscenities
Feeding your hyena mind with the remains of satanic prayers.
And you were a mother bear in our conversations, blindly defending.
You were desperate to protect your cubs, your spiderweb of false truths.
Your lies.
They came crashing down one day,
The sky was overcast, and my words were too, overcast with angry questions.
But your mouth was laughing- and still your eyes were scared
They were the eyes of a cornered rabbit. And I was a hunter poised to shoot.
As the bullet tore through your flesh you tried to kick and scream and fight.
But you were dying--
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Acrylic Chameleon
Those were the days of emotional poetry hidden deep in various notebooks and long, silent walks. And you were always too tired and hungry and lonely. And music played loud in your ears and mind. And you pushed your planet away, preferring to reside in the little world that was for your eyes only.
You painted yourself and blended in with the wallpaper, an acrylic chameleon. You left the occasional trace though, depressing sentences scribbled in laundry marker on walls and desks. You used to disappear into the backs of classrooms under your chameleon skin, desperately scrawling in a schoolbook.
Maybe you were happy when you were isolated, but you probably weren't. There were probably tear tracks down your painted cheeks that none noticed. And you probably wondered why you had chosen to move a solar system away to the place your mind had crafted just for you. You probably didn't- don't- much like being a chameleon, because none of us really do.
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Giving up.
Life is scary and your skin is so soft,
Colours are too bright and suddenly, suddenly you see everything, all at once
You can see every fibre, every molecule, every different hue and gradient.
And you lie down and spread your arms like an angel.
You call feel yourself falling.
You can still smell the odd smoke and the dying embers in you palms burn so hot...
You feel every cut and every knot in your muscles.
The floor is too cold
And the ceiling's far too far up
And your mind can only speak to you in disjointed, broken sentences now.
And there are fire ants crawling under your skin and you can feel it tingle.
You hold your breath and feel like you're floating, you can feel your pulse.
It hurts so much.
Everything hurts.
It'd be much easier to give up.
Easier to lose.
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hey im orion

lets be friends

Hey guys,

I'd really love to do some commissions! If you have any points to spare at all, I'd be thrilled to draw you something. I'm going to take down my prices for a few days by 5 points, too.
You guys are hella and I'd love love love to draw your characters.… <---- for information :)


please either call me a he or a they im having a lot of difficulty with my gender stuff IRL and i'd appreciate people at least online to get my jazz right ;)


i love you guys

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  • Playing: bioshock infinite


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Pinipy Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
I don't know where you are, or what you're doing in life, but if you ever read this I hope you know that I care.
Braveheart-Taxidermy Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the watch C:
Ask-Sollux-and-Karka Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
How'2 'Hiive2tuck' doiing? iif u need help, ii'd be glad to help u.
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Pinipy Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
sparkIinq Featured By Owner May 7, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
//spits tea
Thanks for the watch omg
Why did you watch me however?
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Pinipy Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
If you get a chance. please do your bit of the art trade <333
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SoggyEggroll Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
helloooooo this is sort of out of nowhere, but I wanna find two random pony artists that i like, and ask them if they want to make a triple collab meme thing with me and that other new person... what do you say? its sort of basically free art too so :з
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Pinipy Featured By Owner May 4, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
do. your. bit.
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Pinipy Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Hi. I uploaded just then.
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Pinipy Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Done my half of the trade. I drew Orion
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Diigii-Doll Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch♥
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for being so kind to watch me. I hope you'll enjoy my future artwork :)
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Pinipy Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Get on Doritoe. Btw I gave you 100 points a while ago. Are you ever going to thank me?
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Pinipy Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Hello! My mum said that I can have you over on Saturday - for as long as you like - she even said thatyou can stay the night!!!!!! :D
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